That's because we went and saw Jersey Boys in Las Vegas the night before last.
I can't recommend it.
I'm embarrassed to tell you that the language content is FOUL. There is a warning sign as you enter the theater to let parents know that there are some inappropriate words. There are more than 'some'. And I did not get up and walk out. I am sort of in that frame of mind right now though so I won't apologize for the fact that I loved the show. The talent. The singing. The story. I haven't listened to live music done that well in....well I can't remember when. Those boys from Jersey had mouths on them. In order to spare your good conscience, I won't recommend you watching it. But my conscience is on the down low right now...so it was good for me.
Las Vegas, where mechanized, electric Christmas lingers, leaves you feeling a bit empty. The hotel rooms are fantastic, the shopping is unparalleled, the sunshine is soothing. I've never seen more homeless people. And the sights only make you want to go to the real places. Like, I'd really like to actually see Winter in Venice....in Venice.
But the beds are comfy. Oh. comfy. As in....I really need a new mattress.
I'm working my way back to the blog today. I can hardly believe that I woke up this morning realizing that tomorrow will be a new year. How dare 2012 sneak up on me like that?
If I hadn't had such a great diversion of hiking and a few other blessings this year I would probably spend the remaining hours of 2011 wallowing in some kind of self deprecating despair. I might even have to break out a bottle of sparkling grape juice....of the nonalcoholic persuasion of course.
We had/have buyers for our KC home. Closing date was this week and the appointed hour came and went without an actual close. Buyers financing fell through. Closure. I need closure. I need to not have to pay heating bills and mortgages in several states. I need for the anxiety in my chest to loosen and dissipate before I get carried off in a straight jacket. Buyers want another shot at nickel-ing and dime-ing us to death and will aim for another closing date in a few weeks. I can't shake this feeling that we will never see a closing date. I'm banking on the idea that the buyers just won't have the money. That'll teach me to never get my hopes up. "Big Girls Don't Cry".
"You're just to good to be true....can't take my eyes off of you...."
That's what I was thinking when I saw my first Big Horned Sheep in Zion. What a surreal day. We hiked, saw wild sheep, drove to Vegas, got dazzled by the lights, ate a ridiculously terrible dinner, watched an inappropriate show..."Oh, What a Night...late December back in '63"...er....2011.
I tell you...foray-es and visions of loveliness have saved the year. "My Eyes Adored You...though I never laid a hand on you, My Eyes adored you. Like a million miles away from me you couldn't see how I adored you: So close, so close and yet so far away...."
"Who Loves You, pretty mama...who's always there to make it right?" Well we shall see what 2012 brings. Maybe some good karma and a new attitude. Maybe I should have been "Beggin"for those for Christmas.
Going to spend some time today getting my mind out of the gutter of self pity and working my way back by counting my many blessings. Happy New Year.
7 comments:
What a down to earth and well-written post this is. I really enjoyed it, Cheryl. And your description of Las Vegas is similar to mine.
Happy New Year to you! I hope it treats you well.
Hugs.
=)
ha ha...you make me laugh, "your conscience on the down low"
I LOVE THE JERSEY BOYS.....
well, haven't seen the show yet, BUT we are going on JULY 11,
They are coming to Calgary !!!
Yes, I know the "F" bombs are abundant....we have the CD.
But hey, I have been married to a football coach, and a retired firefighter...heard them.
Doesn't mean I have to LIKE them, nosireee..........
I LOVE THE MUSIC. Each time you used a title from the songs in this post I was GRINNING all over the place.
I'll be singing them all day now.
Happy New Year you sweet chickadee you.
cause...YOU'RE JUST TO GOOD TO BE TRUE.
btw...2nd hubby and I went to Vegas at least once a year when I lived in Utah. Haven't been now for 3 years.
That is so creative how you intertwined songs into your thoughts. I was totally singing the songs in my head as I continued reading.
I'm sooo hoping you are able to get that house sold and out from under your anxieties pronto!! Anxieties are real and challenging and NO FUN!!
Looking forward to more of your blogging in 2012. Happy New Year!
You make me laugh!
I had no idea about the house...but then I'm not surprised. Hard market here!
Not an inch of snow yet...do you think we might make it thru winter in KC with no snow?!!!
Keep your chin up...but I agree...you need closure! Your trip to Vegas sounded fabulouly fun...in retrospect! :)
Happy New Year!
Luckily I live here and only pop down to the strip for real fun when needed. The BEST part of Vegas is off the strip. I'm glad you got to see the Big horn Sheep. That is Nevada's State animal. I see them often when I go out to Hoover Dam. Happy New Year and YAY to 2012!
I put your name in the Temple and hope that things will get better very soon. You have your plate full right now, but remember Grandpa Argyle's assessment of your tremendous strength. You are a warrior, so watch out world, and stop messing with Cheryl Dawn - she can take you out! Love you!!
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